I Have Issues!

Yesterday when I went to work they had a project for me to do. Organize some drawers that we put tubes and needles into. They asked me to do this because I have issues. Really, I have a problem. I like everything to be neat and organized to a very high degree. It is not normal and I am looking into places that will take me in and help me with my problem, but they have all told me that I am beyond help and that due to my level of insanity that I am just going to have to learn to deal with it.
Oh well, at work I found I way to pull four drawers worth of stuff, organize it and put them back into only three, with everything in its own place.
Aren't they so pretty?

Only after I finished did I think to take a picture of the before shot.

Anyway, I thought it was great and to be completely honest I loved doing it. My whole house is this way. And I took pictures to prove it.

My closet in our bedroom.

The pantry. Cory messes with me and moves one or two things around. I can always find it.

The trick to a bathroom medicine cabinet is to not put too much in it. Only what you use everyday.

As my grandma always says "everything has a place, and everything in it's place"

Pink and Sparkly

So, this week my wonderful Mother was so nice and did my nails. She did a french tip style, but instead of the white tip they are PINK and SPARKLY!

Can you think of anything that is more me?
No,
Me neither.

Cory is Gone

Cory left me this week to go to San Diego for work. I had planned on writing about how I miss him and how much I wish that he was back here with me, and while all that is still true; having him gone has really made me aware of all the things that he does for me around the house.

First and foremost, I am always hungry. Cory is the cook in the house, not me. I have no clue where to start. I am getting sick of Taco Bell and can't wait for my Honey to come home and cook something yummy for me to eat.

Second, I went onto the computer at home to do my blog about how much miss my Honey, and I could not get the stupid thing to work right. I had to do my blog at work (don't tell anyone) and my picture sucks. It is kinda fitting that I needed my Honey to fix the computer to do my blog about how much I miss my Honey.

Third, I never noticed that when I start to get upset over things I have to do or get done, Cory just comes right over and helps me finish it. Feeding the dogs, washing the clothes, taking care of the birds, watering the plants, putting all the animals were they need to go. He is such a good helper. I miss that.

Hopefully today and tomorrow will go by fast.

Baby

I want a Baby.

OK, I said it out loud. I never really thought that I would get here either. I guess I just thought that one day Cory and I would wake up and we would feel like it was the right time to have one, and that would be that.

That is not what this is at all. I really, really, want one. I want to feel a special spirit from God growing inside me, and I want to go through the process of the miracle that happens in the delivery room when my baby gets to breathe its first breath, see it's daddy and be held by its mommy that has been waiting so long to see her baby's face. I want to hold my baby forever! I want to come home and began to teach my child everything I know, about the gospel, and life, and how to be good and right. I want to be there when they get hurt, or when they accomplish the small and great things. I want to watch them grow up and start a family of their own. I want Cory and I to sit holding hands with family and grand kids around us.

I know that life might throw some big curve balls at us and things might not end up as prefect as I wish them to be but, I want that too. I want the trials and hard times that come with this family that I want and need in my life.

After so many years of never wanting to have any kids, I have no clue where all these feelings are coming from, but I am so ready. I can't wait, and I hope that the day that I can let the news fly that I am pregnant comes soon.

Feeling Down

Last night I was feeling kinda down. I don't really know why either. Maybe something to do with one of my favorite pet sittings going home, or that girls camp is right around the corner and I don't feel ready at all. Maybe it's a money thing, because no one has any money right now. Either way I was just not very happy last night, and that really is not me.

So Cory decided to cheer me up.

We ate a whole pizza at 10:00pm last night. I felt better at the time and got a great nights sleep, but downing half a pepperoni pizza that late at night is not going to be very good on the hot body that I am going for.

So new rules:
1. If I am feeling down, I am going to go for a run to some up beat music, or do some dancing to cheer me up.
2. I will eat only when I am hungry, and stop when I am full. (the stopping part is the hard part for me, I love me some food)
3. Fresh fruits and vegs for any and all snacks.
4. No more soda!

Maybe I should just start with only three rules for now.

Cory got the new iPhone

Cory got the new iPhone from Apple.
For the first couple of days he was glued to the screen. This always happens when he gets a new high tech device. Anyway, I couldn't help but snap a few pictures of him playing with his new toy. He is just like a kid sometimes.

He also has no clue how to take a real picture.

This is going to be a long month

Remember Porsche
The dog that almost killed me because she wanted to run away.


This is going to be a long month.